A photo for most of my days....
:) I hope you returned feeling a little better having off-loaded some of life's ongoing struggles.....at least for a while.
I received your email, and will respond when I have a bit more time to collect my thoughts. But please know that about 99.9% of what you shared...I totally relate to and completely empathize with! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
I do hope all is well?? Please know, I can empathise totally with what you have shared here. You are always in my thoughts and prayers, even if I have been absent for a little while. :)